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[11 Dec 2004|10:04pm] |
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this past week totally sucked... im sick of all the drama drama drama!!!! b/w casey & jordon its drivin me up a wall they both vent to me which is normally okay but on the day-to-day basis.....can make someone angry & say things to people that get turned around to make ME look bad wqhen i havent even tried to be in it in tha frist place... listen...both of you...you can cme to me anytime... but you have to talk TO (not about) eachother... not me... i cant resolve YOUR issues... & truth is... im not even gonna try... its not gonna jus go away if u bitch about eachother to me behind their backs... & itll help not to DWELL on things or bring up the past... its un necessary...& i dont even wanna hear my name between you two anymore if lies will be spread fuckin A! yall can be major assholes sometimes i love yall to death... but all the drama & tension is totally un necessary... last piece of advice im givin either of yall is this.....STOP CREATIN UN NECESSARY DRAMA OR STOP HANGIN AROUND EACHOTHER & mostly....MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIVES!!
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[24 Nov 2004|07:00pm] |
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I AM GREAT~! gosh i wish this break wouldnt end... im not fready for school yet CASEY i loved ur video it almost made meh cry. ive been hyper since like 3 today i had a great time *sigh* i dont wanna go back to school. oh well im done here. hittin myspace not.
.I'm Gone.
.Miss Me.
<3 Katie ~:*:~[Shorty]~:*:~
A*K*A K8-Dog...or K to tha Tizzle
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[29 Oct 2004|09:07pm] |
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well when bad things go worse... for the past 2 weeks ive been fighting
a mental break down... i think tonight will be the night it happens...
im the type of person i put all my problems in the back of my head... i
keep things pent up inside of me til i just cant take any more... &
im about 2 LOSE IT!!
its all gonna come flowing out eventually & im scared of when that
might be... im scared of the outcome... im scared of myself when i let
myself go... ive done alot of things people will call insane... i wanna
hurt somebody/something SOOOOO BAD but melinda took my bat away from
me... i jus wanna crawl into a lil hole & cry... ive been venting
all night & nomatter how much ive said much much more is commin
out... its hard when ur in a public place to keep yourself from either
punching something or sittin in a lil ball & cryin i hate feelin
like this but its tha way i am. deal with it.
Im gone
.Miss Me.
~:*:~[Shorty]~:*:~
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| *sigh* whats up with this... |
[25 Sep 2004|12:13am] |
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man... things can ruin a mood real fast... i was havin a good day til i was at tha game & brit was leavin & all i said was "c ya later" & she says "u bnetter not give me any shit when i pick u up" wtf...? then i see ktb... which was awesome... but she...opnly stays a few minutes... idk... i jus feel like if we r "bestfriends" i should be worth more than a few minutes of somebodys time... then there was a comment made about a guy i WAS gonna go 2 homecommin with... idk how much i wanna go with him now... i kno tha comment was prolly a joke but it went 2 my self esteem...which is already low... "i wonder if he was fucked up when he said ys & i wonder if he even remembers sayin yea"...um...ouch...?? make me feel uglier... thanks... then ppl ac like nothin ever happened...u kno who u r... whatever... screw this...
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| damn this is boring... |
[17 Sep 2004|09:20pm] |
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well my friday night's fucked... i originally had plans 2 go see a movie 2night wit casey & some friends & when i got online 2day there was an awaymesage about goin 2 tha game... well yes... that peeved me a littlebit... but its no bigdeal later i get a call & its casey wantin me 2 show up 2 tha game... shes all alone... i felt bad cuz my mom decided 2 b a bitch & say no... i woulda gone too if it werent 4 tha fact she was my mom & im tryin 2 work on my temper i think i woulda either hit her or sumthing else...i was ready 2...ive been at home bored all night... tha highlight of my night was when pauls gf Melinda came over & i paid her 2 give me a massage...jeezus that felt good... kinda sucks i gotta spend my friday night at home... cuz of my mom... but theres noway in hell im missin tha tara catholic game next week! im gonna go & see ktb & imma b decked out in tara stuff on tha catholic side...hehehehehe im so sweet! lol Casey! im sorry i couldnt show... if it were up 2 me i woulda been there!! but ima get goin later folks!!!
~:*:~[Shorty]~:*:~
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| Do it...BIATCH!!!!!! |
[14 Sep 2004|05:58pm] |
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I lovable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your Live Journal and see what I say about you?
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| jus when u think things get good... |
[10 Sep 2004|09:28pm] |
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i finally start thinkin im a happy person & dcepression strikes again... i feel like im a doormat or something because im just too damn nice sometimes... depression is quickly creeping back up on me... cutting myself is now even becoming tempting again... im even starting to write... i dont like feeling this way but im only human... & like all humans... i have my breaking point & im about reached it... i feel like i come second in EVERYTHING & it would be nice to come first every once in a while... im not the type of person to ask for much... & i barley ever ask anybody for anything... i just want my opinions views beliefs etc to be respected & i dont even get that... from anyone i just wanna be noticed & come first every once in a while... im tired of being second... cuz
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[02 Sep 2004|07:53pm] |
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ohhh when boring days go bad, school is back in i wish it was over already... im not slackin off this year... im doin my work & imma keep it that way... today was alright pretty boring... went to school & came home nothing really special... im so bored tho... i dont know why either but i feel like i wanna cry... & ive been fightin off tears for a while i didnt know what else to do so i came here & just started writing i dont know whats wrong & i dont know how to stop what im feeling i just wanna be alone right now i dont know whats wrong but imma get going imma watch tv peace ppl.
~:*:~[Shorty]~:*:~
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| all good things must end... |
[06 Aug 2004|11:11am] |
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hey i passed summerschool... yesterday was my birthday... it was great some people remembered... but alot forgot... thanks... i was in a GREAT mood yesterday... thas not so much tha case today i got put in a bad mood a few minutes after i woke up... lets not talk about it... those few minutes determine my entire day... im gonna have a bad day...whatever... im gonna go...
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[18 Jul 2004|12:51pm] |
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thereve been lotsa ups n downs 4 me lately... like i got grounded cuz my SSteacher called my mom & made up a whole lotta bullshit about me then my doggie got put to sleep that ive had for 11 yrs that was wednesday...the 14th yesterday (17th) we got a 3 month old german shepard shes sooo cute! her name's sassy but shes got ALOTTA work ahead og her if she wants 2 fill maggie's shoes but shes really smart as ive seen so far...but we havent trained her yet that starts today after we get her a choker collar but first she has to dry off... see she fell in the pool a few min ago it was hilarious... she didnt like it much lol well i gotta go & get dressed were goin 2 petsmart in a few min later ppl
~:*:[Shorty]~:*:~
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| hahaha wow!! |
[29 Jun 2004|05:54pm] |
i knew this!!! i totally did! im tha SHIB!!
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| forever -N- a day! |
[28 Jun 2004|09:17pm] |
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whats up whats up whats up! i havent written in a long time ive been kinda outta the internet scene lately been movin up 2 bigger & better things i guess i had applebees tonight & it was gooooood im in the process of getting a new job so i can get a new car im watching wrestling right now & theres a character called 'Eugene' & if hes not retarted he does a great job playin one hes so precious... anyways i woke up this morning & my eyes were swollen they still are a little bit i have alot of stuff to do tomorrow... like...(((summerschool))) bleh man my summer is busy busy busy but i gotta go. ill talk to all of u people later bcuz i completely forgot everything else i was gonna put up here so ill update later! buhbye
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[30 May 2004|03:52pm] |
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hey folks hows it goin im chillin im not havin a great summer... i mean some of it is alright lastnight was pretty awful & i woke up in an awful mood 2day but im feelin better now... i guess ive had more bad days than good this summer... but hopefully for me things will change i know eventually it WILL get better but hopefully sooner rather than later... i know its been forever since ive written so thas y im here... so ill talk 2 u folks later...buhbye!
~:*:~[Shorty]~:*:~
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[18 May 2004|08:16pm] |
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Whenever im alone with you you make me feel like i am whole again how ever far away... i will always love you however long i stay... i will always love you whatever words i say... i will always love you... i will always love you... cant get it outta my head melinda just got here & paul & her r playin ps2...without me... whiles i suit here ready 2 push tha computer outta tha window... its a POS... i guess thas y we have 2...2 days of school left ALFUCKING RIGHT im bored i jus figured id update... now imma get a gatorade & go play ps2... im outtie! PEACE...LOVE...-N- CHICKEN GREASE
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[10 May 2004|09:25am] |
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howdy howdy howdy im stuck in school with nothing 2 go in this clas im in home ec. & ive finished all my work the guy next to me is on someones yahoo! messenger that saved their password... hes actin like whoever ashley is lol well its been discovered... some 1 jus got in trouble 4 sayin goddamnit... lol ms hutto was like "WHAT U SAY?!?!" *country accent* neways bah cl;asses drag along when u dont have nething better to do hmm the girl on the side of me sure does read alot... random thought lol... im so bored & my neck hurts oh well ill live but these ppl in this class keep me entertained i didnt know how nuts they were til i was tha one watching them actup... but i gotta get goin ill be writing soon! later!
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[02 May 2004|12:03am] |
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its 12:03 am rite now & i have nothing better to do short -N- sweet... im gonna beat tha hell outta samantha whitehead ill make her wish shed never been born & ill b sure 2 break small bones that make ppl miserable like all her fingers & toes, knock out a few teeth & break her nose... then ill rip all her hair out... one handful at a time & pour steaming hot coffee on her bald head after which i will ducktape her 2 a tree in nothing but her underwear & get a buncha waterguns full of hot sauce piss & lemon juice & spray her down take pictures of it & post them all over the internet schools billboards & most of all uglypeople.com! i will make her ugly person of the month where she will be posted on the home page for millions of people 2 see i wanna cut the arch of her foot & shove salt into the wounds after which then fling a buncha molasis & chicken feathers on her & chase her down the roads with a kendo stick...
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| hope yall doin better than me... |
[24 Apr 2004|11:22pm] |
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man i hate bein sad... i dont even knw why i am... i thought id gotten outta mah depression but it comes back from time 2 time & when it does its like its takin fuckin vengance on me or something i feel so down & hard on myself & i feel vulnerable & shit & i dont even know y i do things i do sometimes i feel like i wanna go sit in a corner & cry & shit which... i did cry earlier bcuz i hate feeling this way...& i dont know what 2 do about it I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY ALL IVE WANTED SINCE I WAS LIKE 12 WAS TO JUST BE HAPPY ALL THE TIME & IT DOESENT WORK FOR ME!!!!!!!!!! i dont want 2 be like this i dont like feeling this way I FEEL LIKE RIPPING MY HAIR OUT!!!! im gonna have 2 re hide the needles in my room bcuz i know where they are now... & i dont wanna get back down to that level... even temptation makes me feel like im breaking my promise 2 the ppl ive promised id stop cutting myself to... BUT I FEEL LIKE IM LOSING MY MIND i need 2 get outta here i need an escape... i need outta this state... outta this house... outta this family... away from my dad... away from all the ppl i dont like away from all the ppl that get on my last nerve i hate this i dont wanna die but sometimes i wish id never been born at all...i hope youre all doing better than me...
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| survey stolen frum stacey! |
[20 Apr 2004|08:04pm] |
THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. bluejeans
2. black tanktop
3. a lotta bracelets
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. webcam
2. pen
3. phone
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. get famous
2. settle down with my lover
3. do the most insane stunt i can think of
THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
1. imma funny mofo
2. friendly
3. caring
THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. short tempered
2. low self confidence/esteem
3. violent when angry
THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE
1. GERMAN!
2. indian
3. cajun
THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. my eyes
2. my stomach
3. my muscular legs (2bad their so white huh?)
THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. my ears
2. my lips (theyre 2 small if they were a lil bigger theyd b fine!)
3. my hands (particularly my fingers... short -N- fat)
THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME
1. I
2. don't
3. know...
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. dude
2. WHOA!
3. I'm lost...
THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1. hawaii
2. cancun
3. MUSCLE BEACH!!!
THREE NAMES THAT I GO BY
1. k8-Dogg
2. k8-Dizzle
3. shorty
THREE SCREEN NAMES I HAVE HAD
1. ive
2. never had
3. 3 screen names
there we go! YAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[19 Apr 2004|03:12pm] |
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hey i jus got outta school BAH! it was so boring i hate school i mean tha time u get when u dont have class is great but i hate havin 2 calm down & learning something... its so boring...oh well i but on cokebottle type glasses & made a jackass of mahself 2day lol tiny made meh wear em but its all good im sure i looked fuckin funny so its kool my dad has beeh at home "sick" all day & my mom is bitchy lol its kinda funny he gets bored & plays playstation 2 hehe midlife chrisis hes 50 years old he should do what 50 yr olds do... go play golf & smoke cigars at chruchills or somethin & talk old ppl love to talk! ok sorry... i went off on a lil tangit i feel like it should be summer or somethin...23 days of school left lol thats a GOOD thing... i want my yearbook...im supposed 2 b all over that biatch lol everytime i turn around sum1 on tha staff is like "HEY KATIE LET ME TAKE A PICTURE FOR THE YEARBOOK!" lol yea i know like nearly all the staff including...carey ...hunter...*gags* i went 2 middleschool with that bitch ive had about all i can stand of her too glad shes graduating this year oh well imma get goin i have stuff 2 do buhbye ppl!
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[13 Apr 2004|07:51pm] |
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long time no update... not much has been happenin im on spring break finally i spent easter sunday in my room i didnt wanna b around mah dad i didnt do nething monday tuesday i started mazh period & suffered miserably from cramps while babysitting yea,... not 2 terribly active but that will hopefully change tho im so bored... saturday i was chillin wit brit & i got 2 ride in her dads corvette she drove meh around in it its tha 50th annevirsary edition & that bitch is pimp!....it was fuckn awesome... i want a corvette now... lol much much fun im kinda tired im gonna go take a nap im sorry its so short... im prolly not gonna fall asleep but atleast ill get rid of mah cramps... theyre commin back...ugh... i hate this... well ill be seein ya later!!!!!!!! buhbye!!
~:*:~[Shorty]~:*:~
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